...tsukareta yo...

I'm completely blah today, a walking zombie. I didn't realize I invested so much effort into writing last night. And of course I always have Claymore work sapping my energy. Today I've guzzled several glasses of diet cokes, an entire can of Full Throttle energy drink, and two energy pills, and I'm still barely hanging on. Even though I didn't really have time, I jogged outside anyway. Or rather, I walked outside anyway. Then in the shower I had to lean on the wall to keep from hitting the floor in a bout of dizziness. Ghaaaaaa.

I'll say one thing about the days when I was 40 pounds heavier than I am now. I never almost passed out in the stupid shower. X| It's a good thing I turned down lettering a fourth volume of Naruto Shippuuden. As much as I'd love to letter more Naruto, at the moment, I think it would kill me.

I still have a good two hours of work time left, so I'll go down some more diet Dr. Pepper. And maybe make myself some tea, too. Oooog. I really really want to read and comment on several people's recent posts, but I've already done too much of that today. *cries* Gomen-ne, minna! I'll comment SOON! I promise!! And Star-chan has lovely fic for me to read!! *wails*

*sniffle* Must have needs of caffeine. Lots and lots of caffeine. *staggers away*

EDIT the next "morning": I didn't mean to make anyone worried or mad, my intent was to vent my frustration. >< And the no-energy thing and shower business was from stress and mental exhaustion, not lack of food. I really shouldn't have exercised yesterday, even if all I did was mostly walk. I do eat when I'm hunrgry, usually. >< But yesterday at no point did I ignore hunger pangs,  I swear!! Scribbler-chan is right, it was likely the energy pills. And I love naps! I do, I do! I even took one yesterday, I just forgot to mention it.

*feels horribly guilty for making everyone worry, though she's glad they care enough to worry in the first place* And now, shigoto shigoto....